smooth ZENsations

used to seeing black and white never really in between waiting for the love of my life to come into my dreams everything is shades of gray never really blues or green needed someone else to turn to someone who could help me learn to see all the beauty that was waiting for me you, you put the blue back in the sky you put the rainbow in my eyes a silver lining in my prayers and now there's colour everywhere you put the red back in the rule just when i needed it the most you came along to show you care and now there's colour everywhere everywhere my life is so predictable never any mystery but ever since you shined the light all of that was history now i have a hand to hold and a reason to believe there's someone in my life worth living for i was hanging around just wishing on a star to put the happines back in my heart and... you, you put the blue back in the sky you put the rainbow in my eyes a silver lining in my prayers and now there's colour everywhere you put the red...

You are not alone - For God is with you. You are not defenseless - For God is your protector. You are not inadequate - For God is your sufficiency. You are not useless - For God has a purpose for your life. You are not worthless - For God sent His Son to die for you. You are not without hope - For God has a place prepared for you. You are not unloved - For God loves you with an everlasting love. You are not rejected, or abandoned - For God calls you His own. -Roy Lessin- "I will never fail you. I will never abandon you." So we can say with confidence, "The Lord is my helper, so I will have no fear. What can mere people do to me?" (Hebrews 13:5-6)

Coba lihat gadis kecil yang duduk di pangkuan Tuhan Yesus :) Dia duduk dengan nyamaaaan sekali. Matanya menatap penuh kekaguman dan percaya. Bibirnya tersenyum. Dan ekspresi wajahnya seolah ingin berkata, "Aku aman, dan berada di tangan yang tepat." Seperti itulah saya merefleksikan hidup saya sekarang, "Aku aman, dan berada di tangan yang tepat." Meski masalah kayaknya nggak pernah habis... Meski banyak hal yang terjadi melenceng jauh dari rencana... (buat yang kenal baik sama saya, pasti tau kalau saya orang yang bakal stres BANGET seandainya rencana yang saya susun baik-baik ternyata meleset :p) Meski orang yang saya percaya, saya harapkan, saya banggakan, ternyata menyakiti saya... Saya tetap percaya, saya aman, dan berada di tangan yang tepat. Dan saya belajar, bahwa rencana-rencana saya tidak selalu yang terbaik buat saya. Tuhan Yesus punya rencana yang jauh lebih baik, yang mungkin sekarang belum saya lihat secara utuh, tapi saya imani hari demi hari, He does...